Day 7

of 100 ..

Here we go .. Day 7 - vulnerable post warning:

This past week, I've been talking about how I got started, the things I'm doing to help put my name and voice out there. So far, I'll be honest, it's not being heard. Will it ever be? Maybe, I don't know. But, I do hope for the best!

I've been spending time doing research on what works and what doesn't. Well, I guess this is one of the what doesn't work. It doesn't work just simply talking about how the journey is. I'm feeling it right now, as I'm writing this post. I realized something, what you've learned is not as important as what the impact it can have. What do I mean by this?

I talk about the things I've learned .. but, what is the impact? If anything, I haven't even made a dent anywhere. To be honest, I feel like giving up right now, I'm thinking like it's not going to happen to me. It's not working, and all of THE IT'S NOT, IT'S NOT, NOT-NOT-NOT!

But you know what? I can NOT stop doing it, and I will NOT stop doing it! I talk about consistency this whole time. If I give up now, what does that say about me? I don't want to be a someone who failed at something because I'm not giving it my all. When I first started, I talked about I'm scared being in front of an audience, I'm stepping out of my comfort zone. I'm still learning to crawl outside of it. I see people making it after a week or two, and I wonder, why is that not me? That's when I realized, I need to stop doing that and comparing myself to them. Everyone is on their own journey, some may be faster than others, but that does not mean success is not going to happen for me too!

Regardless the fact that it's still very much slow for me right now, I believe that something great and amazing and wonderful is waiting for me. I've not pass the threshold of the Plateau of Latent Potential, but I know I'm slowly getting there. Bit by bit, inch by inch, degree by degree, I am almost there.

One of my favorite quote is by Joyce Meyer. She says this, "I'm not where I need to be, but I thank God that I'm not where I used to be."

I believe it's the same thing with us too. So often we seek instant gratification, that we take advantage of what we do have. But, if we get everything easily, without any hard work, then how can we say, I did it from scratch? Rome was not built in a day, the Trees does not sprout overnight. We reap what we Sow. So, regardless that I'm not where I need to be, I'm glad I'm not where I used to be.

All the Best,

DashNRo - On the Go ;)